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| well here ya are stacy |
| 06.15.04 (5:14 pm) [edit] |
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well stacy, i red ur apology, and this iz kinda wut i think: wutever:!::!::!::!::!::!: :!::!::!::!::!::!::!: :evil: so ya. im stil pissed, but i think ill be cool by tomorrow...
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| ooh...sha la la....ooh ooh sha la la la |
| 06.11.04 (5:58 pm) [edit] |
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i am SO not pissed @ ian nemore!!!!!!!!!!! hmm....he duznt like hien nemore...so thats kewl 4 me..... :) so ya. i haven't made an entry in a LONG LONG time!!!!!! that'z becuz i wuZ BANISHED frum the internet 4 like a week!!!!!!!! [u must be thinking...sasha, a week iznt all that long...] well o well. gdbajgkdlafghjdlagvjalkvh dfjvkbnajeklfghjagklrenjv klerhajgerlkhvjklavnjrekl afherjkvlabrjavlrhajgrlha vgjrkflaghrjkvlarjalgbrje aglberj. i think sumthing but i can't say cuz every1 will tell him and no it duznt hav 2 do w/ ian. so ya. c yall laterzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
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| clean |
| 05.29.04 (8:22 pm) [edit] |
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i am TOTALLY not p/o rite now...im actually in a really good mood! ian, im really srry bout the things i sed. i hope u don't take it seriously, cuz i didnt mean it (actually, i did, but i don't really think it nemore). hehe. well therez not much more 2 say. i cant BELIEVE sancia denies sending those emails!!!!! i meen, especially after the mascara thingy...kristina wuz being so annoying!!!!! on a scale of 1-10, shed punch me an 8, and shed be like...i only did a half...SO STUPID! I GOT SO P/O @ HER 4 THAT. ok. i don't think i'll EVER put duct tape on my mouth again to shut myself up. VERY painful to take off. so. c u laterz! :)
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| not as pissed |
| 05.27.04 (3:10 pm) [edit] |
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hi. im not as pissed as i wuz yesterday, and now im guna feel really bad wen ppl read this :oops: . so srry if i made u all sad or sumthing. but im still a bit ticked off @ ian. here'z a good link 2 another site like this: http://stacerz2010.tblog.com u should go 2 it. today we were on a field trip and this girl just came out of the bathroom (we were on a boat) and there was a big wet spot on the back of her pants. my best frend and i got a good laugh out of that. especially wen i asked 2 try her coat on...hehe :twisted: im bored tho. i hav 2 go 2 voice lessons 2nite... :x o well. kelley now takes voice lessons 2....i don't like willem as much as i used 2, i barely like ian becuz most of the time he can be a real jerk, and i dont like julian b nemore...and i HATE eliza. (not that i EVER like her newaze) willem is only fairly ok when ur like in a group or sumthing w/ him, but other thatn that hes kindof a jerk, but not like ian. i find ian just ridiculous. well, c u later...maybe ill post another poem later on......bi...4 now
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| I AM MAJORLY PISSED |
| 05.26.04 (4:42 pm) [edit] |
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OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! I AM MORE PISSED THAN BEFORE!!!!!!!!! MY "FRIEND" TOLD MY "CRUSH" SUMTHING THAT I REALLY DIDNT WANT HER TO TELL HIM!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! NOW I CAN'T TRUST ANYBODY!!!!! WELL, ANYBODY BESIDES BASICALLY A WATER BALLOON. I CANN'T BELIEVE IT. SHE SWORE SHE WOULDNT TELL ANYONE, AND LOOK WHAT BECAME OF IT. PEEPLE ALWAYS THINK THEY CAN JUST FIDDLE AROUND WITH ME AND I'LL NEVER FIND OUT. IM SO PISSED!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK HER. :x
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| well im sure pissed |
| 05.26.04 (3:10 pm) [edit] |
may 26, 2004 [4:12 pm]
this entry iz about ian. I AM SO PISSED OFF!!!!!! I MEEN, HIEN STOPPED LIKING HIM IN APRIL! NORMALLY, IF SUM1 STOPS LIKING U, U LET GO!!!!!! EVEN DURING THE ASSEMBLY HE WAS CLAPPING AND LOOKING AT HER LIKE EVERY 1/2 A SECOND!!!!!!!! (probly to make sure he was clapping rite.) CANT HE MOVE ON AND FIND SUM1 ELSE? I MEEN SHEESH!!!!!! :evil: and now i feel REALLY bad tho becuz he asked me 2 tell him on the bus, and i wouldnt, and he looked really sad. at least he'z coming 2 my b-day party. that makes me fairly happy. right now i have tape (duct tape, to be exact) over my mouth to keep from screaming with rage. see how pissed i am? i wanna just cut his ears off and kill him slowly and painfully. and i got a little down u could say 2day, becuz we were playing ultimate frisbee (which i hate) and at the end, we had like 3 points and the other team had like 50 (not literally) and i herd hien say, "my team SUCKS." well, if shez so good, how about she gets all the points by herself? UGGHHHH...... at least im HAVING a birthday party. i might as well have been gone by now.also, ian has this floss that tastes good. he gave hien about this much:
| | while he gave me about this much: | | duz that explain better how i feel? and whenever i tell anyone y im pissed, theyre like: o wutever. and the ONLY question my so called friends EVER ask me is: are you depressed? why? IT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH!!!I WISH I COULD SCREAM IN THEIR FACES TO JUST DROP IT CAUSE IM NOT!!!!!!GOD MUST HATE ME. im still about to scream with rage, but i think i'll settle down for at least THIRTY SECONDS.
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| may 24, 2004 |
| 05.24.04 (3:44 pm) [edit] |
hi. yesterday wuz my birthday, and im pretty happy. theres a really depressing poem, im not guna say hoo rote it, becuz they asked me not 2. here it iz:
here i lay
on my bedroom floor
beaten and broken
staring at the door
down my heart
shatters, more and more...
...and for a speck of a moment, i don't exist
but he loves me...
my heart rises up
as he comes in the door
just to bounce back down and
shatter as i tremble on the floor
a sudden crack in my ribcage
a yank through my hair
a twist of throbbing pain through my arm
here i lay on the floor
mistreated
defeated
and for a speck of a moment i dont exist
sting
throb
gushing
flash
blade penetrates my back
hearing
sirens save me
help me
screaming on the floor
down my heart shatters some more
and again up and down...
...it's in tiny pieces now
crack of a shot
rumble of a thud
hes gone
i loved him
tears...
here i lay on the floor...
...broken and bruised
yet crying for more
saturated in my own blood
i heard him hit that floor with a thud
here i lay on the floor
shattered...
...and for a speck of a moment, i don't exist
this made me seriously choke back tears...sad, huh?
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